Weird

So, here's a weird one: tomorrow after shabbat, BH, I will be flying to my hometown... yeaiii!!! I have a wedding to attend... yeaiii!!! I am very excited for the chatan & kallah, yeaiiii!!! He was my boyfriend for 2 years... ummm... wierd!!!

You never think the guy you used to date would get married before you do. I never did. I guess it's fair since I was the one who decided he was not my bashert and I shouldn't marry him. Oh, well. I'm glad he found a fantastic girl to love and cherish him. And tomorrow, BH, I will fulfill the mitzvot with all my heart. I will share their joy, I will share their meal, I will dance with the bride and daven for the best and sweetest of marriages for them!

And who knows... there could be some interesting single guy there... wouldn't that be...weird?

All the drafts I have started

I wish I had more time to post! I think maybe I wish I was more organized with my time and would take the time needed to post... but whatever.

I love my blog, though only Hila reads it...

I'll be back soon and finish the posts I have in my drafts. It's just funny how the lame topics just come out of my mouth like torpedoes, but when I have something I find important or interesting, life just twists around and I can't finish my thoughts. But I will. Cause I have to. For myself.

On a happy note: I WAS ACCEPTED TO ELAT CHAYYIM!!!!! YEAIIIIIIIIII!!!!

On a sad note: the 2 posts I need to finish are:

1- about how I was judgemental and didn't give tzedaka to someone who probably needed it.
2- on how my mommy gave up on Judaism.

I'll be back... soon.