I knew I wasn't crazy

Dating. Sigh.

So he-who-rocks-my-world now wants out. He's finally here, after all the waiting and now he wants out. I care about you a lot. You are adorable. You are so pretty. I want to still hang out with you, I hope you want to. But I am entering a new level in my rabbinical life and you don't fit in it (these weren't his exact words but close). So there it is. I am not good enough to be a Rabanit and I am too far away for him to even make a sacrifice. Too hard, too complicated. In a nutshell, there is no love. Caring, yes, but no love. It's done, finito. I'll have to start dating again.

I'm down. I'm sad. I'm angry.

But sometimes G-d's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers.

Sigh Sigh Sigh, teardrop teardrop.